PfH Blog

Art by MythicalMare

Other
Websites

• PfH site

• PfH cons

Place holder

a

I got lots to say and this is an experimental way to say it. This already feels like a blog post or an emailing list. I much rather be on DiScOrD than do this... I guess I can also do weekly-ish vlog updates but that feels off too. EITHER WAY I have lots to say to lots of people and this is just going to be ONE way of doing it for now. Thank you @NeonCherris for showing me a glimpse of discord reactions to my last message. It fills my heart to hear from Chance35, Silly and MoonMoon.Continued here

To All of discord-I am still going to cons and having a blast, trying to ride the high of friends like recently from PAWCon.
Chance35, Silly Dorito and MoonMoon Thank you for your well wishes and I thank (Dorito and Moon) for being my friends for what... a decade?
Amberlight101 You have a beautiful vision and I am so happy to be apart of it~
Frostbite Gator, I still recall you telling me "If PfH was a dragon, his horde would be his friends", I still quote you on that.
Kitsu Galaxy We have some unholy thousands of messages in dms and am most angry at losing that streak.
Void Trotter poly group, I scream to the heavens and just... damn, why are we so far.
PFH server the worst I fear is the many of you I just pulled in there and I vanished like a bad adopting parent that ran away. If there was some way of fixing it I would but alas it is if I got separated by the Berlin wall.
DnD peeps I will have options of joining in voice somehow and will continue to bless and curse you all with asshole birbIf things go well I might have a way to post via bot somehow, it is still experimental and trying my best here.Continued here

To the telegram groups-WarFarmers - Thank you for holding my sanity! Still the group I talk to most, The Warframe/MH grind will forever hold us together.
Roar- Gem sounds*
Lizardman-, may Anji counter your every super.
Ces- the Excal Prime of friends
GwenFX IRL friend and techno wizard
Ashes U 2 Damn good, and cute
Neon and Voidrat - HONK and Love <3. You two bring nothing but smiles and silliness I really need.
That Someone - invisible to most, still loved and I am surprised you reached out in telegram.
The Pack tm.- you will be mentioned more ahead but for here Thank you for listening and being absolutely amazing in caring for me when I was at my lowest at the con.I will primarily use telegram for now, add me @ponyforhireContinued here

PAWCON-I just got back from PawCon in California and was really worried that I was going to not know anyone and was really worried I was going to bomb things there. But PfH got revived rather quickly almost turned everything around as soon as I arrived. There are so many names of really awesome people that I can not simply name them all but here is a few.
Tom G-. You saved my ass in 20 seconds of meeting you, at I owe you much more than I have given.
The "Pack" - @ a'y'all's! What have I started 😐 AND how can I ever thank you all enough. Perpetually by my side and swarming my panels and keeping them (and me) alive. I am working on an artistic 'thank you' but it will take me time to complete. Please hang on a bit longer.
Wyld Chyld and L.Meow - You both have skills I lack and I learned lots from you both. I will be hitting you up over the breaks of cons we have~
Juniper, Dawdle, Floof, Shug - All the hugs I got every time we passed. I needed them more than you know.
Stitch, Steve - confidants in your own right. Thank you for the deep conversations and chances to learn from you both. I hope to keep up with you both~Links

New posters of PfH on stage =D(Art by hyperdash)

11/26/25Lots of little updatesThank you to various friendos for reaching out to me on different socials <3. Tumblr, Telegram, text, in person and even email.I've been very nervous gearing up for my next convention at mff, this could be my big break for comedy and I'm giving it my all! The website is almost complete and I gots some big vinyl posters for advertising. I'm spending some big money for big moves and I hope it pays off for 2026.Last thoughts-
Fun new word, PLUR! (Peace, love, unity respect)
Ashes is a good girl.
I thought I had imposter syndrome but it is actually suffering from something else called "Fear of Arrogance" or "Fear of Positive evaluation" (FPE)
I lost 5 pounds (2 kilograms).
I went to the bar and made business contacts?..
I don't know how to enable comments to these blogs but if there is a way I'll do it.Love a'y'all's!

12/9/25Midwest furfest!Hey friends! I made a big trip to MFF and right now (as of posting this) going to Montana right after. So I had lots of plans and not everything went according to them. But it is ending up to be quite the adventure still, this will be a bigger post but I promise you it's gonna be good.Wednesday
Trip there was mostly smooth. Had to take a Lyft, unusual for me but I didn't trust the bus to take me in time.
Arriving, met up with the hotel mates, and slept.Thursday: the big day
Someone picks up a fursuit head from hotal mate in our hotel room (this is important)
I'm max stressed because I have limited time to advertise my stand up that I am preforming that night on the Rosemont Stage! Took a peek and A/V was hard at work still putting the stage together. Scarry thought but I packaged everything I could in a fool proof folder on a USB drive for them. I do what I do best and wander and mingle making friends and tell them about my show.

Line of One =D

Registration was an adventure... So 16000 attendees and the early sponsor registration line is forming up. I ask about my performers badge and I get put in a special line that is just me in it? Oh cool well I get my badge and then the reg person takes it back too... It says reg badge was refunded, and that's it. I was supposed to have a complimentary badge for my stage performance. Well the help line could not help me so I went to con ops... They called programing... Programing is busy setting up the stage with A/V because everything is running late. Con ops also told me I can't post mult posters anywhere, damn...
My badge is in limbo, I couldn't advertise myself, the stage performances are delayed, my show is supposed to be near midnight already, I haven't eaten and my stress is skynrocketting.

Stage is not ready

I try to unwind and got a dinner buffet, nice. A programing staffer tracked me down to hand me my badge, cool. Got invited to go to a room party and got 2 hickies on my neck, things looking up!
Until-
The performances on the stage are so delayed and the a/v crew are getting shafted for prep time between preformances leading to more problems on the set, and delaying things further. I'm the last one on the list and it's so late, people are tired and AV could not get things working for me.

Pictured: PfH sweating bullets

Fuck!
I was planning, working, and spending lots of money trying to make this moment as good as possible!
Alright I'm no pegasus but it was time to wing it.
It was a rough time but I was actually happy with what I put out.Got back and swan dove into bed...It was only Friday felt like I spent 3 days there already.The rest of the con was as good and happy as one might think it would go. Save for one big difference.
And that was Elisen. The name of the person that picked up the fursuit head from the hotel in the begining Thursday. Ill get into it later, this is already long enough

12/18/25My Dream, Elisen
My sister, Sierra
My future planIt is strange to say but after meeting Elisen on Thursday, I promptly forgot their name...
Saturday comes around and someone on the dance floor zooms by and grabs my hand spinning me around and then have a blast dancing! Elisen and I have fun, get in a dance circle and even put them on my shoulders. That was the start of just having some conversations that eventually got deep. T'was like a strange dream talking to someone that was about as ambitious and active as I am, it was almost intoxicating just leaning their story. But after bleaching my hair, dancing some more and basically finding every reason to hang out together the con was over.

Da plane scare

So it was time to fly to Montana and visit my sister for a week. Yes I took 2 weeks off of work and they were pissed. ANYWAY arriving at the airport on Monday I realized I was at the wrong international airport! First of all, Why does Chicago have 2 big airports?? Well I am gunna miss my flight and after telling everyone, I realize I am supposed to leave Tuesday! damn... 2 wrongs made a right this time? I had time to get to the right airport but it was also 24 hours away... what do?Texting around I had a friend that offered me a hotel room but also Elisen was 3 hours away by bus/train. Wouldn't it be crazy if I made it out there to spend one night with em, haha.

Da train ride

Well that is exactly what I did spending about $100 on lyfts, trains, taxis and frigid winter walks to make it there and back in time to fly out. Worth every moment.But it was off to see my sister. There was the holidays, an upcoming birthday for her youngest daughter, and talks about me moving to her other house in Montana. The idea of moving up there was ambitious but the payoff was too good... and maybe Elisen would be down to join me?

The future is-

We have been together for a week and already agreeing to such big plans. We both are just that crazy ambitious to just go for it, and this is not even the end goal, its just a great step to be together and make enough to do what we really want to do- Move to Japan! Or hey, any other place, we reserve the right to change our minds.Crazy? We know it looks that way. But to us it is simple and the opportunities just happen to line up so incredibly well it would be inconceivable to pass it up.So to all, Thank you for being my friend and reading this far, I will always continue to have fun and do my best. Be it drawing, comedy or conventions I will continue to share the fun AND magic of friendship~